Zup folks, watchers, friends, whatever .

Ya know I was thinkin as I was d. painting ................I thought to myself, "Why am I goin this again?" I remember when there was a time when I had fun drawing. I had fun cuz it didnt matter, ya know what Im sayin? It didnt matter, I jus' did it for the fun of it and of course to make people feel good, like when I drew portraits of them for free ya know? It didnt...........matter..........jus' for the love of drawing U_U.......DAMMIT!!! Why do I push myself sooooo hard?!?!?!?!? For $5???? I dont even know what to do with $5! I'll find a nickle and hold on to it for...forever! There used to be a time my hustle game was actually working....only for a little bit (wack clientele T_T). Ya know it frustrates me when I see people wit no talent get farther than me -_-;;;;. I guess its cuz they got great hustle..........shit idk . Yeah yeah, I know what yall think, "Nigga, get a job!!!" Ive been lookin for work for 2 years, on and off. Had 2 opportunities, missed them cuz of transportation....while actually for one of 'em, i missed the hiring manager and i didnt wonna show my face real late U_U...it wouldnt be a good look.........lost the drive I guess. But when it comes to drawing and art and being creative, I stay bustin my ass on that...pfff......whateva, right? Now im stuck in this foolishness, tryin to figure out a way to make money, askin for commissions like that shit is gonna work.......doin this Special $5 thingy like thats gonna work......I guess I deserve this, people. I guess I shouldnt be so selfish, but being broke is a bitch yall, I dont wonna live wit my mother forever.....U_U.......I have the mentle maturity to live on my own.......pffff....cuz of all this, being lazy and drawing, stuck in my dream world (cuz the real world rapes ass), Im approaching 21 and still not............damn, Im puttin to much of me out there ........

Well the point is, I decided to make the Seasonal Specials FREE....ALL FREE! That was jus' something to show my appreciation to all my friends and watcher for the +10k pageviews. Sorry for being UNFAIR. I need to have fun again! I thought $$$$$$$$ would be my motivation, to super charge my drive.......but idk yall. But im not in love wit money like Plies ....yall know Plies right? Well anyway, thats all I wanted to say.

Well heres the list again if anyone wants a spot:
Here's how the Seasonal Special line-up is so far:
The Women:
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The Homies:
1) <---- idk if this one counted
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Ima start doin more on 10, 500 pv's or 11,000 pv's, but if you dont wonna, thats ok ^__^.

BUT DONT GET IT TWISTED, STILL AVAILABLE FOR COMMISSIONS! Info here---> [link]

Later!

Now back to complexis's drawing